I'm thinking that school is going to last forever...and ever...and ever...

If anyone is looking for me in the next couple million years...Just check out a school somewhere...Im sure I'll be there...burried among piles of books and bills from the debt I will owe to all of these schools...and mourning the loss of my life to these institutions so stuck on getting every last penny they can from me all the while not caring about who I am at all...

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So Im a bit bummed lately...I found out I have 6 more semesters of school left. If Im lucky one of those will be in the summer...Anyway...So Im currently finishing up my "Freshman" semester with over 100 some credit hours...Yeah...Right...

On top of that, I injured my knee at work and have been confined to my bed for the better part of two weeks...And on crutches and in a knee imobilizer if Im up and about...

And on top of that, I had to have this weird thing removed at the dermatoligist and it ended up being at least 15 stitches and it hurts like the devil, and its great placement further confines me to my bed...

And on top of that, while laying in my bed I am stuck on one side...the side that faces my wall...Yay...

And on top of that, I feel completely alone, because I hardly get to see anyone while confined to my room...I even have been eating my meals in here...Sigh...

And on top of all that, laying around gives me plenty of time to do some worrying, and I have therefore be come a lot more nervous about certain situations, because I have just been sitting around thinking about them...and what could be happening...

Plus our family's computer is broken--the one that holds my tens of thousands of pictures...The ones I was going to enter in an art fair...And my pictures may be lost forever...

Blah...Sorry for this pathetic rant...I just needed to let some of that out...and I havent written on here in a long time...

Life is so full of pain, yet God is continually revealing His beauty and goodness...

And each time I think I know what I need...He shows me a little bit more of His big picture...

He has a way of weaving together so many broken and hurting people to bring Healing in His name...

"In the daytime there are stars in the heavens

But they only shine at night

And the deeper that I go into darkness

The more I see their radiant light

SO LET ME LEARN THAT MY LOSSES ARE MY GAIN

TO BE BROKEN IS TO HEAL

That the valley's where Your power is revealed

Let me find your Grace in the valley

Let me find your Life in my death

Let me find your Joy in my sorrow

Your Wealth in my need

That You're near with every breath--In the valley"

All praise the the Father of Peace and Truth!

Now this one was just hillarious...check out that sign :)

So I really dont know why the world works the way it does...But God is so faithful to keep teaching me what I need to learn...Often it isnt what I want to learn, but it is always what I need to learn.

Patience. Dependability. Discernment. Love. Acceptance. Determination. Faith. Hope.

TRUTH.

He is giving me more answers. More questions, but more answers that come with those questions. And that ladies and gentlemen is all I have to say today.